Random Stuff

I’ve been gone for many weeks again. I’m so sorry my dear blog for neglecting you again. But since you financed my recent fruitful trips to the mall, I must update you now! Haha.

It’s already 3.24am. I am already sleepy and I should be sleeping hours ago because I’m supposed to be up early tomorrow. I really feel the need to update but I don’t have enough time to mull over a post of considerable length. I’ll just post a series of random stuff, haha!

They say it's wise to know when to shut up. I say there's more wisdom in knowing when NOT to start talking at all. For the nth time, I found myself in a word match – and over the internet no less. My friends know that I have a lot of things to say when it comes to these situations, haha, but as I typed a lengthy contention I’m glad I stopped myself soon enough before I say something stupid.

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw, walang iba kundi Ikaw. Salamat sa liwanag mo, muling magkakakulay ang Pasko. Dahil ikaw Bro, ang star ng Pasko. ABS-CBN has released its Christmas station ID already and I really love the theme song. I really feel the Christmas season already. The song was playing on loop on my mp3 player while I was on a bus to Pampanga, and there was a moment when I got a little emotional as I was digesting the lyrics. The past year has been a tough one for me yet again. And while I recognize that it’s nothing compared to the horror and devastation that the Ondoy and Pepeng victims have experienced, I am still deeply thankful to Him for seeing me through the hardest times.

I’m a Lynette Scavo. I’ve realized more than ever, I have the need to control everything. Doing so makes me feel safe, as if I have a fear that everything will fall apart if I can’t control it. Is it because I don’t trust in other people? Maybe, haha. Joke. I guess that for the things that I know I do well in, I just feel the need to take over. But I am definitely not a know-it-all. For things I am idiotic about, I let the experts take control. Besides, doing what we do best gives us a sense of fulfillment, right? But more often than not, I end up being overwhelmed with responsibilities or stuff-to-do. Haha!

But on a different note, I love surprises – moments I have no control of! Haha. Well, at least the good ones. I mean, on top of the problems we already have, who would appreciate another dilemma that comes out in the left field?

Love has its limits (Cristina Yang, 2005). It does, doesn’t it? Why do people lose reason when they fall? But then again, I would know right now, hehe. Maybe it’s one of those mysteries of love you wouldn’t really understand once you’ve experienced it yourself.

That’s it for now. Super random stuff, right? Told ya.