I shouldn’t let my personal pride get the best of me next time.
There’s this certain moment that happened recently. On any other given day, I would’ve savored the moment because it was much of what I hoping for. Now, it’s only been days and I can’t even own that memory anymore! Haha! I keep trying to replay the scene in my head. I remember much of the words but I can’t seem to recapture the great feeling again. But then again, I wasn’t able to get into the moment when it happened so technically, there’s no great feeling to ‘recapture’, hehe!
It’s quite frustrating because the renewed episode of pride I was having was fueled by my seemingly futile expectation of that very moment which I now want to remember. That moment was long overdue and when it finally did come, I was busy trying to downplay the appreciation as if I didn’t want it. Talk about being “pa-virgin” (been knocking my head up to the perfect English word for it, but really, this slang perfectly encompasses the sentiment, haha!).
So what do I do now? Well, status quo.
There’s no point in trying to get that feeling again anyway. What’s important is that it happened. =)
“Only those who have learned the power of sincere and selfless contribution experience life's deepest joy: true fulfillment.”
~Anthony Robbins
There’s this certain moment that happened recently. On any other given day, I would’ve savored the moment because it was much of what I hoping for. Now, it’s only been days and I can’t even own that memory anymore! Haha! I keep trying to replay the scene in my head. I remember much of the words but I can’t seem to recapture the great feeling again. But then again, I wasn’t able to get into the moment when it happened so technically, there’s no great feeling to ‘recapture’, hehe!
It’s quite frustrating because the renewed episode of pride I was having was fueled by my seemingly futile expectation of that very moment which I now want to remember. That moment was long overdue and when it finally did come, I was busy trying to downplay the appreciation as if I didn’t want it. Talk about being “pa-virgin” (been knocking my head up to the perfect English word for it, but really, this slang perfectly encompasses the sentiment, haha!).
So what do I do now? Well, status quo.
There’s no point in trying to get that feeling again anyway. What’s important is that it happened. =)
“Only those who have learned the power of sincere and selfless contribution experience life's deepest joy: true fulfillment.”
~Anthony Robbins
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